"If we are out of our mind, it is for the sake of God; if we are in our right mind, it is for you. For Christ's love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. And he died for all, that those who live should no longer live for themselves but for him who died for them and was raised again." -2 Corinthians 5:13-15
I feel as if I am out of my mind. What am I doing with my life? Where I am going? The past two and a half years have been wonderful and terrifying, but I never know what the next year - or even the next semester - holds. When I get to that point when I feel I should have things figured out, and I don't, a sick feeling creeps into my stomach and decides to make its home there; I have lost my purpose. I must have purpose! My God is calling me to something so deep, something so great that is for His glory! Unfortunately, I must admit to you that I have no clue what it is He's calling me to. He is taking me on a journey, though, and I know He won't abandon me, for "this God is our God for ever and ever; He will be our guide even to the end." (Psalm 48:14) Praise Him! He is SO good! He takes away doubt, and I become out of my mind for my God!
"And I know that whatever God does is final. Nothing can be added to it or taken from it. God's purpose in this is that people should fear [revere, admire, respect, look up to, hold in the highest regard, be in awe of, worship] Him." Ecclesiastes 3:14
God's purpose makes my purpose clear.
This is awesome Ally. Thanks for sharing your sweet heart! I love you! Mom
ReplyDeleteGreat thoughts! I'm looking forward to reading more. Can't wait to see you in one week!!!
ReplyDeleteHey Ally. I just want you to know how much I love you and admire, revere, look up to you. You are gifted by God. (I just read a long report by someone with an advanced degree and your post blows his thoughts way out of the water and somewhere near Jupiter!) You rock, my little girl! You have purpose. His purpose. Keep living life. He will reveal more to you in His time and in His way.
ReplyDeleteYou are right, girl, when you write "God's purpose makes my purpose clear." Some would worship the god of clarity or the god of purpose or the god of something other than the Sovereign God of the Universe. Keep seeking and surrendering and He will lead you day-by-day.
ReplyDeleteWhat version of the Bible are you quoting?
I love you and am very proud of you and what you are doing.
The first verse is from NIV, the second is from NLT. Thanks for your comments, fam!
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to let you know that I agree with all these other comments. (And I'm not even "technically" family!) I appreciate your honesty (and am sure our loving Father does as well.) :)
ReplyDelete(that was from Beth West, just so you know) :)
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